it's not easy to be me

mmm...
ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream...
beautiful, independent, succesful..

i finally know.. I can reach it with God on my way..
it's the best that I've ever had... Trust my life in God.. i knew something.. sometimes I wish  I could turn back time.. i look around and scream " words can't bring me down"
I always  try to find the better part of me..coz I live and learn ..
I'm only a girl in my own paradise.. sometimes act like a baby, sometimes lady,  can't pretend my feeling, but can keep it save in my mind..
I'm special.. I love my self, and I'm lucky i know..Thank's God for creating me.. Mome and Dad, thank you so much for giving me birth in this world..